Childhood - Teen years

Little Fox hated people. He thinks they hate him and most of them have been proven true. His school mates think that he his a monster and avoid him. He kept trying to make friends at school but they all avoided him like the plague. This made Little Fox hate and distrust people even more.

Little Fox's parents would often ridicule, play down and demoralize Little Fox in front of his cousins. They would dismiss Little Fox's problems with pooh poohs, as well as playing down his problems, so he distanced away from them as well. With no friends and siblings, Little Fox made up imaginary friends that kept him sane. From the day of that incident until for a very long time ahead, he would knew deep inside of him that he would never ever belong in earth no matter how he tried. He would never be happy.

Little Fox played no sports as his parents stopped allowing him to go out to play with friends as kidnap cases rose over the years. He became more lonely, distant and forlorn. His only companions were storybooks that his parents bought for him. Every night he wished that he'd never wake up, only to be disappointed every day.

His teachers mistreated him. There was a sadistic teacher that enjoyed seeing how her students suffered. She would obtain joy from inflicting emotional stress to her students. She bragged proudly how she ripped off one student's test paper for coming in late to the exam, and only gave him a new one 5 minutes before passing up time, and refused to give any second chances despite the father pleading. She would create a lot of pain for Little Fox as she would spirit away Little Fox's exercise books, and then accuse Little Fox of not passing up homework. At the end of year 6, while helping out the other students clean up the cupboard, Little Fox found a lot of his missing exercise books over the years, piled up. It was pretty obvious what the teacher was trying to do. She even called up Little Fox's parents, which made them very stressed and upset for nothing. Because of this, Little Fox hated school for all it's worth. At school Little Fox was the boy that everyone hated and avoided because he was weird and different. Little Fox never really understood why, and no one ever gave a chance.

At school, Little Fox's only friend was a guy called L. However, L would prove to be unstable as over the years, he would be Little Fox's friend on an off basis. He would call up Little Fox and Little Fox would speak to him over the phone (usually its Little Fox doing the calls) for hours, had lunch together and so on. At times he would completely ignore and avoid Little Fox, once he had a clique. This, needless to say did not help Little Fox's faith in humanity at all. A lot later, Little Fox discovered that he was gay and that he actually tried to treat Little Fox as a boyfriend but failed (thus the cold shoulder). Little Fox was extremely disturbed when he found out.

All of the loneliness continued to secondary school, where everyone would avoid him like the plague, and nobody would have lunch with Little Fox. He would go to the fields and cry alone. Everyday, wondering why would everyone hate him for. The teachers were kinder to him in secondary school, but not the other students. During the last year of SPM, Little Fox was excluded in a class trip that he wanted to go to. At that point, Little Fox's hopelessness towards humanity turned to deep hate, and also a deep wound in his heart that could never heal properly.

Since Little Fox hated school, during the last few days near SPM, he would skip school, walking home (school was within walking distance from home) after his parents dropped him off. Before that, he faked an appendicitis and got operated just to stay out of school. He'd rather undergo the pain of operation than to go to a place where he's hated every day.

Little Fox's parents sent him to a tuition teacher from hell during form 4 and refused to let him change as it was a recommendation from their friends. The tuition teacher would often favor the other students while scolding and throwing tantrums at Little Fox for reasons unknown. Little Fox's parents asked him to endure 2 years of this. In the end it just made Little Fox hate studying even more. But at least Little Fox made a great friend from the tuition, which is Little Fox's loyal friend to this very day.

But despite all that Little Fox has gone thru, there was still a light that shone on him from heaven.....