This all started when Little Fox was 5. He was walking alone in the playground behind his house when a well built man approached him. The man called Little Fox to him and Little Fox obediently followed. The man put his hand into Little Fox's pants. Little Fox thought it was okay for him to do that. The man rubbed Little Fox's tiny genitals and gave Little Fox a weird feeling. The man seemed pleased and brought Little Fox to a small jungle clearing behind the playground. Little Fox was happy because the man was happy.
The man then unzipped his pants and showed Little Fox his penis. Little Fox found it interesting. it was the first time seeing another man's penis for Little Fox. He put it into Little Fox's mouth and said lollypop. Little Fox thought it was more like a sausage. A tasteless sausage. It was a very hard sausage. The man than took off Little Fox's pants, rubbed Little Fox's genitals a little more, and made Little Fox sit on his lap. Suddenly, Little Fox cried in pain. The sausage went up Little Fox's bum. Little Fox tried to run and cried but his thighs were firmly held back by the man's hands. Little Fox tried and pleaded for the man to let him go because it hurts, but the man did not. Finally, when the man got bored he left Little Fox alone in the clearing. Little Fox was really in pain and he realized there was some blood so he waited a while before wearing his pants. Little Fox staggered back home and pretended to take a nap while telling himself it was all just his imagination....or so he wished it was.
From that day on, Little Fox assumed that strangers who talk to him wants to hurt him and he got very scared of them. a day after that incident, Little Fox pooped blood. Lots of it. His parents said it was piles and gave him medicine. A day after that, Little Fox could not control his bowels in kindergarden which was the first time for him. He told everyone it may be food poisoning, but deep inside him he knows what happened.
Ever since that day, Little Fox got continuous nightmares and is easily terrified by mannequins and certain TV advertisements. He was also terrified of strangers and would refuse to talk to any and go hide. Even his parents would comment that he used to be quite brave but all of a sudden become shy and girlish. Little Fox's heart would wince when he heard that because it came from his parents. Little Fox also became oversensitive towards people around him and everyone else. Little Fox knew he is alone now and nobody can help him and that he can only protect himself by avoiding people...
Little Fox also got interested in penises after that incident. He wondered why was the man so interested in his. He saw his and it was not interesting so he tried to peek into the pants of other kindergarden boys. They were freaked out and he was labeled a freak ever since. Which remained on Little Fox's forehead until now.
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